Blog entry 1/
Howdy and welcome to my blog, this is going to be but not limited to exploring my journey and experience of returning to uni and healing. This will also include talking about where and how i find inspiration, where i want to focus my energy and the plans/careers that interest me.
Returning to my studies has mentally helped me more than i care to mention, but what also comes with this is understanding myself and why i am the way i am. This has been more of a personal journey taken at home, but has been on going since i have been on fashion coms. Trying to reflect and remember my childhood to understand why i respond and act the way i do has been a painful and sometimes uncomfortable ride, but what also has come from that is greater emotional stability and connections with people. Since being back at university and realising some of my fears and anxieties are sometimes exacherated and inflated within my mind.
Being in this class has also helped me see how far I have come, not just personally but academically too. I have noticed how much more consise my work is whilst the quailty of research has also improved. I am able to understand the learning objectives more and how to accuratly sculpt my work to fit the criteria. I am also learning how to enjoy the research, how to get more bredth within my work whilst staying on track but to then change my work around the research, even if it means im bruising my ego a bit. I dont want to discuss this too much more as this isn’t what the project is about, but i feel as if it is important to my work but also fundamental to understanding me, as an artist. I hope you enjoy